At that passed memory a deep sigh
thinking of a love lost
realising feelings had grown
pondering at what cost
confused my mind screamed out
life felt empty and hollow
nothing could console or cheer me
not happy then at being free!
So empty many endless hours to fill
what was Tracey doing now
grieving for her those soft moist lips
will always love her somehow
missing her tender passionate touch
it hurts deep down inside
wishing my tears would no longer fall
knowing Tracey no more would call!
Those hours and minutes slowly ticked by
solitude filled my years
that telephone message haunts me now
when her voice spoke harsh
never wanting to see or speak to me again
her reasons never did explain!
Had only left her bed twelve hours before
what went wrong a conundrum for sure
from that period in my life never redeemed
a passion for a lover I had so long dreamed!
Over thirty years have gone by a closure rejected
that love permanently disconnected!